cough-cough
hmmm … maybe stubbing out the habit wasn’t as smooth going as i thought it’d be.. seems everytime i hv some spare time, time when i hv no idea wad to fill up with.. then brain goes “…u hv time.. wad r u going to do.. y dun we just go down to the lobby”… #$!&#%?>@#$
i am soooo going to everyone’s place for a chat when this happens again…just talk n get my mind off things maybe? my apologies to everyone if i appear a bit cranky… COS I AM!!! AAArrrghhHH.. oh no, the alter ego has taken over~ bleeaaahhhh____